Well. I’m sorry I haven’t written in a long time.
Things have been crazy and busy because once again I’m moving to a new apartment. This month has been the most stressful month ever and my birthday wasn’t even celebrated with half the people I wanted to celebrate it with. Beggers can’t be choosers though I guess.
It’s about noon on Monday and I’m at work. And I’m a little pissed the hell off about a few things and it’s nothing new. Work has been insane lately. Not a break in sight and when one of us is out of work for a day or two there should be coverage. I managed to cover for someone today with no problem at all – yet when I was out Friday there was insufficient coverage on my ONE page? I covered 3 extra pages today, along with chat and (almost) 2 reports. There needs to be a better coverage plan going forward in our team. I’m tired of trying to hold up my end and others aren’t giving their all. There needs to be a line. I’m technically the newbie. The other two on the team have been there 5+ years. And yet I’m breaking my balls trying to keep up. Sometimes I feel like all my ideas just get shot down or unheard. I’m honestly at my breaking point with this job. If something doesn’t shape up – it’s shipping out for me. And now that I can afford to – I’ll be looking for something better. Maybe an art job. Or even just something on the side to keep me sane for now. Something needs to change.
I think once I move this weekend I’ll go to the gym more. Start eating better and working out alot and getting in shape. I’ve been the same weight forever and I’d like to lose some and be healthier for once. I eat like shit normally. It couldn’t hurt to start buying more fruits and veggies and things like that. I need to lose some flub – I’m starting to get some. *sadface* I want a bikini body already and to lose some
thighs. They jiggle alot and I’m not a fan.
Been thinking alot lately. Lots of shit on my mind. Trying to budget things to see where I’ll end up in a few years because it sure as hell won’t be stuck in this damn valley. It’s not… bad persay because it’s not Jersey – but it’s not good. It has its moments. And then there’s the floods.. that’s a whole different story. Wilkes Barre is a trap. And I’m stuck right in it. Maybe I’ll move out West finally once I get to save money. Which, now I can, with moving thankfully. Well, we’ll see how it all comes together.
In the midst of all of this – I learned that my Charlee cat back in NJ is sick and has cancer. :( my poor little girl. I knew she was sick but I didn’t know how bad till I got a message from mom. So that adds to the stress a little right now. I hope my moomoo and romeow are okay. I need to take them to the vets soon once I move and get enough money to do that. All in due time.
“If you can wait till I get home, then I swear come tomorrow this will be all in the past. It might be for the best.” -A Day To Remember
Have a great night everyone – I’m off to sleep early. I didn’t sleep well last night yet again. And I’m taking advantage of early nights sleep.